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Mar. 28th, 2023 08:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
medusahealingon building a schedule.
I like having time in the morning carved out for just me. I enjoy it when I have it, and I'm actively participating in the action of it.
Then I kinda drop of the habit, and it takes some time for me to get back on that trail.
I really enjoy learning new things, but my emotional landscape is kind of blah.
There are moments of emotional outbursts, but learning how to express myself has been a journey, since I was taught as child into the teens to surpress my emotions or HIDE them behind a mask.
This is something that I've journaled about before. But it's an old learned habit to retreat behind the mask.
But I have thoughts. I'm not really ready to put them into form yet.
I like having time in the morning carved out for just me. I enjoy it when I have it, and I'm actively participating in the action of it.
Then I kinda drop of the habit, and it takes some time for me to get back on that trail.
I really enjoy learning new things, but my emotional landscape is kind of blah.
There are moments of emotional outbursts, but learning how to express myself has been a journey, since I was taught as child into the teens to surpress my emotions or HIDE them behind a mask.
This is something that I've journaled about before. But it's an old learned habit to retreat behind the mask.
But I have thoughts. I'm not really ready to put them into form yet.
