Good Afternoon Morning: 04/24/2022

Good Morningish Afternoon.

This Morning I drew Autumn from the Angels and Ancestors Oracle deck.

Autumn: Release the Old and Rest

Release all of the pressure and expectations weighing you down. Shed it all so that you can recover before moving into a time of renewal.

You know what is heavy, what is holding you back.  Is it a person, a situation, a dream?  Like the trees letting go of their leaves and fruit in the Autumn, it's time to let it go.  When you hold on, you try to control reality, and that never works.  When you let go, you make space for the new to enter your life.  You are being guided by your angels and nature Herself to release whatever is stopping you from moving forward.  And you can do this. 

When the Autumn card arrives in the future position of a spread or as the last card of a reading, it can also indicate that the coming Autumn will usher in important energies with regards to your question or intention.

This "morning" and last night was thinking where would I move in Wisconsin.  Where is my destination, and even journaling right now, I can smell my Grandma's house.  It was a grand place, but some of that is also nostalgia.  Do I go for what I know or do I take a leap of faith?  And isn't moving to Wisconsin a leap of faith?  Because while I may know a couple people in that state, I don't know anyone close to me in the locations I'm looking.

I would love to move into the old house, but it's a bit big for me.  I used to have dreams of buying it and moving it out of town.  But that's a nostalgia.  It was a sanctuary and I loved my Grandma.  I lost her too soon, back in the 1990s.

But I really like the old homes.  The ones built to last.  I've always enjoyed the character of those built in the last century or more.

But as I've decided what direction, what's drawing me on an emotional level, I want to look, create expectations of where I'm going.  But I'm not there yet.  The time isn't here yet, and to create expectations on the outcome never works.  So as i tell many of my clients and patients.  Release it and allow it to happen.  If you already know the guidelines of what you are looking for, let go and let the Divine work for you.

You do the work you need to do, and let the Universe bring you what you want.  Sometimes it's so difficult to release the control of the situation, even though control is an illusion.   Having experience in the Letting Go and allowing the universe to work for me, you would think I would know this already, but sometimes I have to relearn shit.

Hunting

I'm going to start hunting for intuitives. 

Yesterday I updated my rates with my website as well as some other things. 

I've been relearning to trust my gut.

When I asked myself recently if I was going to move in a year or 2?  It gave a good answer for 1 to 1.5 years, but got a hard no on 2.

When I was updating the package prices for massage, I got a hard no for 325 for 5 sessions but 350 was a hard yes.

I also receive tremendous help when I consult with intuitives.  Mainly because my intuition does work within my boundaries, and my council usually does as well, I enjoy seeing other intuitives because it helps narrow the focus but also push me outside of my comfort zone.

Which is what I am preparing to do.  Stating I need a raise, outside my comfort zone.  Raising rates, outside my comfort zone.  Moving to a currently unknown, outside my comfort zone.

Leo King asked us to consider where we were in 2013 March.  I looked on my ID journal, I was getting healthy and shrinking in weight.  I was the lowest I've been in a while.   I look at that picture and I wonder where she went, and who was she.  I don't even recognize myself in those photographs.  It's weird.