I am grateful for

I am grateful for audible. Audible to the New Year's cyber Christmas sale. I'm not really sure when this happened. And instead of purchasing some books by this particular author on audible, I purchased physical copies of the books. It has been very enlightening. I don't know if it's because I'm physically reading the book, or that it's resonating with other knowledge that I know. Or feel.

With the teacher of my intuitive classes, she's always stated that yawning is a release. In this book that I'm reading, it mentions that yawning is a signal from the body that it's tapping statement has been cleared. This does not just occur when EFT is tapping. This occurs when you're in a situation, and you're working with other healers and all of a sudden you start yawning. You're not tired, but your body is releasing trapped energy with the yawn. Sometimes it's not important that you know what or how, it's just important that it happens.

I am also grateful for something it says in regards with when we tell ourselves things. The example that she gives is that the subconscious does not hear the word no. When we say I am not going to eat that piece of cake, the subconscious hears, yum! Cake! I'm going to eat a piece of cake! This is why when we tell ourselves we're going to do this tomorrow, tomorrow never comes and we are constantly putting off the things that we want to do tomorrow it's like a procrastination meeting, procrastination meet tomorrow.

I am grateful for having the space to myself. I find it easier to do my personal work, when another person isn't in the house. I'm probably should consider this when considering some of my future goals. There needs to be a space within the place in which I live, that I can be away from people while I do the personal work that I need to do. Or set a time where I am completely unavailable for drama.

I I'm grateful for my love of reading. But because I don't invest in my own time, and avoid it at all cost, I tend not to read the things that really enrich me. I like to read fiction, because it shows me kind of what I would like in my life.

I am grateful to track. One of the things that I really enjoy about tracking habits, is you can be as creative or as minimalistic as you want. I personally like to be creative, I like to include color, and I like to be able to color in or create little diamond shapes throughout my tracking, through color. Because it's almost as much fun to knock them down as sometimes it is to do it with the goal of being able to Market down in color.

I am Grateful for...

The weather. Apparently it has decided that it won't be as cold next week. I am very so fucking grateful. I don't want it that cold. I want that mild wet winter they've been forecasting.

Loki. I finished the bracelet for my niece. I didn't get a measurement from her mother at christmas, so I didn't know the length, so I did the finger test when I went to their house for christmas, so I had an idea of the length that the bracelet needed to be. So I was right once I did a remeasurement of my own fingers this morning. I thought I had all the pieces to the puzzle, but I forgot the crimp cover. Which was fine, I was able to finish the bracelet without it, and if I remember next week or the week after, I'll be able to finish it for her. She likes it.

Someone else's cooking. I had macaroni and cheese, sausage, vegetables, and cake. Ironically, my knees like macaroni and cheese. It is also one of my favorites for my childhood dinners and birthdays. My other favorite is enchiladas.

It not snowing all the way home. When I left my sister's house the dandruffs of Satan were falling from the sky. So I was kind of worried it was going to be icy on the way home. But once I got out of the North metro, it was dry. Very grateful.

The co-op still being open. I had forgotten to go to the co-op on the way home last night, and I needed cilantro. So I made a point to go to the co-op on the way home tonight, to pick up cilantro.