Realizations:
Sep. 28th, 2020 09:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
medusahealingI have realized that I don't want to work 25 hours a week like I originally thought. I want to work like 15 hours a week. This is startling to me. But it also puts me on notice.
I also came to the realization that I love circulating money. In order to continue doing this, I must be creating more money to circulate.
I am unsure how I'm going to do this. As I sit and think of how, I lay down and ask the Universal Divine and my Council to send help.
Help came today in beginning to listen to Rise Sister Rise. Another Spiritual suggestion was to relisten to a guided meditation by Kelly Howell with angels and forgiveness.
I know that I am carrying something in my Right shoulder. It spiked this last weekend when I started moving some hours to tuesday. I think this is because I crossed a boundary that I was maintaining. Eventhough I marked myself out for Thursday to balance, I think it's my body telling me that I'm not honoring myself.
Then today I started to worry more about money. Even though I know I have what I need, and that if I need more the Universe will provide. The old record is OMG what now? And it sits in my Right shoulder.
So I know basically what I need to do, and some of the things that I would like to start doing. But I also know that it's going to be creating a schedule and sticking to it.
That is something I have problems with. Is remaining consistent with it.
I also came to the realization that I love circulating money. In order to continue doing this, I must be creating more money to circulate.
I am unsure how I'm going to do this. As I sit and think of how, I lay down and ask the Universal Divine and my Council to send help.
Help came today in beginning to listen to Rise Sister Rise. Another Spiritual suggestion was to relisten to a guided meditation by Kelly Howell with angels and forgiveness.
I know that I am carrying something in my Right shoulder. It spiked this last weekend when I started moving some hours to tuesday. I think this is because I crossed a boundary that I was maintaining. Eventhough I marked myself out for Thursday to balance, I think it's my body telling me that I'm not honoring myself.
Then today I started to worry more about money. Even though I know I have what I need, and that if I need more the Universe will provide. The old record is OMG what now? And it sits in my Right shoulder.
So I know basically what I need to do, and some of the things that I would like to start doing. But I also know that it's going to be creating a schedule and sticking to it.
That is something I have problems with. Is remaining consistent with it.
