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I drew Summer from the Angels and Ancestors Oracle this Morning.

Summer: Bask in Joy and Light.

Rise up, open your wings and shine.  Bring your projects and plans into the light, into manifestation.

This is the perfect opportunity for you to enjoy the fruits of your labor.  Light has come to banish the darkness.  Clarity is arriving, too, allowing you to know exactly where you are and how you can move forward.  Angels and ancestor guides are encouraging you to enjoy this moment  and not to rush forward, because this is a time for pleasure, enjoyment, and expansion.  There is a great chance that you have extra energy, creativity and inspiration at this time - notice what is coming to you, as it is inspiration directly from the Divine.

This may also indicate that the coming summer will usher in important energies with regards to you question or intentions.

This morning I did 2 EFT meditations.  One for the ending of April and Beginning of May, and another for Apathy.  The one for apathy was for panic, but I don't feel panic, I actually don't feel much at all right now, except maybe contentment.  But in setting goals, they're like let your emotions guide you, and most of the time I don't really have a strong if any reaction.  Which I think is in large part to the fact I hid my feeling for so long as a child, except there are memories of times were I was actually having fun with other kids.  So I wonder where I started locking down my emotional landscape.

When I was working through the first tapping meditation I saw cleaning up my diet and health in body, life and money.  Which are all areas, but I have to remember not to overwhelm myself.  The one thing of note that I didn't see was a lot of disappearing into the land of the cell phone and retreating from life that way. 

But I saw more taking classes that I have purchased and saved, I saw actually reading the EFT Tapping books that I have here because I see the merit in learning.  I saw cleaning up my diet, I saw myself riding my bike and getting bike harness for my vehicle so I could take my bike to other places and ride.

I guess I do have a little of FOMO.  Which is why I check TT so frequently.  I guess I can see why the Universe might see it a better way of me going about my business and life without it.  Because now that I have lost access to my primary account, I'm like do I really need to seek drama? Nope.  So I didn't even check drama, and I feel so much better this morning.

I also made some Ginger Lemon water last night, and that made so much more sense and it tastes wonderful this morning.

And just now we got a message from our High Priestess indicating that she is feeling unwell today and wondering what we wanted to do today.  We are responding to do our own Beltane and for her to rest.  Usually my roommate and I sit and banter and never make a clear decision, but today when she asked, and I answered, she asked if I wanted her to communicate the decision, I said "YES MA'AM.

*blink*

I was like usually we sit in indecision, but today we didn't and that...oh.  Happy smiles.

Life is good.