So...

Dec. 6th, 2022 01:41 pm
medusahealing: (Adopt the Pace of Nature)
My Psychic Teacher had mentioned that she had a vision of a past life in Atlantis, and that maybe it wasn't as Wonderful as people have come to believe.

I'm reading Right Use of Will and it talks about land of Pan Lemuria, and Atlantis.

It talks about how when we originally manifested on Earth that our Divine Will and Soul worked well together, then through a series of unfortunate events and "guests" from elsewhere Judgements and Denials started to manifest.  Where we started denying our Will or Soul based on judgements and denials of what happened or what was happening.  It started in Pan, and continued in Lemuria (where those that wished to follow the Divine Will w/o the Soul) went, and Atlantis (where those that wanted to follow the Divine Spirit denying the Will). 

It didn't end well.

It makes me think that the Divine Will in this book could be interchanged with Ego or Inner Child.

But anyway,  I read this section this morning and I got really tired and let's go back to be kinda feeling.  Movement and Yawning are both releases.  Which is what I did. 

Atlanteans did not realize that they had to separate denial that was seeking Light from the denial that was resisting Light.  They also did not realize that they could not simply push away denial, but instead had to know how to let go of that which was meant to retreat from the increases in the Light and fill with light and embrace that which wanted to open and receive it.


I just thought it was interesting considering the reading that I've read so far, and the releases and putting the book down to contemplate.  It's not a thick book, but for me it's a very contemplating read.

medusahealing: (Default)
If your needs are being denied you  by someone else and it is not your own limits on yourself doing this, then change your approach to fulfilling your needs; find another place and/or another way in which to fulfill them.  Instead of making any judgements, give freedom a chance to work by allowing yourself to do whatever the situation calls for.  Don't question your feelings here; allow them to show you what to do.  Even if you are not balanced yet, remember that if your intent is to seek the balance of Spirit and Will, you are going to harm yourself or anyone else.  Instead, the alternative needed will be created this way.  Being open to allowing anything is the process of creating alternatives.  This process can create alternative that did not exist before you needed them.

So I realized today that every time I meditate, Will shows me things that make me happy.  It shows me crafting, creating, doing intuitive energy work in my practice, and I wonder if the reason I don't really follow through with being consistent with meditation is because it shows me my joy, and I have no idea how to achieve it in my current circumstances.

I remember when I took the job in CR with K, and I knew that this would be more like Moe's in the type of work, and not what I was really looking forward to do, but the money is really good, and I can pay my bills.

But again, it doesn't fill me with joy.

I'm happy, but I'm not joyful. 

if that makes sense.